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1962 - Post-Nuclear War - Shawtopia
[ there's a struggle to pin him down, and despite his efforts to shove them off of him, Emma's power seems to outweigh his own in this regard. the syringe is administered without his permission, and he's yanked away by Shaw's men, isolated in a room, left to stay in the room that he's been given. the locks are shut tight, but no one can take away his ability to reach out and assure the others that he's fine, he's fine.
except that when he tries to reach out, he hears nothing coming back towards him.
panicked, he screams for Erik, screams for Raven, out loud and in his mind both, and he's desperate for the link, the connection again. he can't even feel Shaw anymore, and his hand grabs for his arm, touches where the serum was administered. he breathes, slowly, trying to regain control - his mind is frenzied, perhaps once it calms, once he's able to calm his panic, he'll be able to reach out to them.
the silence continues. it continues well into the night until the next day, and he knows things are wrong whenever he's shocked by the door opening, whenever he's staring into the face of Sebastian Shaw, eying him carefully as he walks in the room. ]
Whatever you've done to me, it won't happen again.
except that when he tries to reach out, he hears nothing coming back towards him.
panicked, he screams for Erik, screams for Raven, out loud and in his mind both, and he's desperate for the link, the connection again. he can't even feel Shaw anymore, and his hand grabs for his arm, touches where the serum was administered. he breathes, slowly, trying to regain control - his mind is frenzied, perhaps once it calms, once he's able to calm his panic, he'll be able to reach out to them.
the silence continues. it continues well into the night until the next day, and he knows things are wrong whenever he's shocked by the door opening, whenever he's staring into the face of Sebastian Shaw, eying him carefully as he walks in the room. ]
Whatever you've done to me, it won't happen again.
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[Shaw is in a good mood today. It's beautiful weather outside, Emma is gorgeous, Erik is desolate, and for the first time in a very long time he can walk around his own home - dungeon really, but he lives somewhere floors above so it all counts as is home - without that ugly helmet. The novelty had worn off not long after keeping Charles Xavier on the premises and essentially having to wear the helmet everywhere he went, or to have Emma constantly cloak his mind, or to trust in the craftsmanship of the walls of his personal bedroom that were supposed to be psychic proof. But bullshit. Shaw hasn't gotten this far trusting anything and it's not until that little blue minx of Xavier's tries to take down a guard and demands to know what they did with Charles that he finally, finally takes the damn thing off.
And it is a beautiful thing to be free in his own home. So excuse the smile; he's feeling awfully good today.]
You know, the guards told me you wouldn't say a word last night. Wouldn't eat your dinner either. And here I thought you'd appreciate a decent steak.
[Shaw comes right up to the door of Charles' cell, fingers curling around the thick beams embedded in concrete. Crude, but not a damn speck of metal in this place just in case someone got heroic ideas in their thick skull.] What's the matter Xavier? Cat got your tongue?
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actually, that sounds like a lovely idea. the man in front of him is someone he'd rather never let through even an inch. he knows what he's done to Erik, and that in and of itself is enough to send rage boiling through his veins - whether it be his own, or Erik's -- but it can't be Erik's now, Erik is out of reach, and that makes Charles entirely happy to be obstinate to Sebastian Shaw. he merely stares him down as he grasps onto the bars, watches him through thick lashes as if he might be able to read his mind if he got close enough. he thinks he just might be able to catch glimpses of thought, but he's not so sure if it's a realistic thing or if it's simply the sliminess that oozes off the other man.
it's disgusting, and he doesn't particularly want anything to do with the other man. he lets the silence instead stretch on uncomfortably long before finally responding. ] I don't trust you not to poison me at this point. [ cold, almost as icy as that particular telepath that Shaw has by his side most of the time. ]
I don't know what you're attempting to do, but isn't this the opposite of what your objective was? Weren't you attempting to create a world of mutants? By taking powers away, you're entirely invalidating your cause, my friend. Just something I've noticed. [ he offers an entirely false smile. ]
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But this. The world's greatest telepath locked up and powerless (Sorry Emma dear, he thinks lightly on the not-so-off chance she's listening in). And his dear kleinen Erik? Returned to him after all these years. By his side, even. More or less. (Less than he wants, but more than he'd banked on, so it evens out in the end.)]
Poison you? Charles, I'm hurt. What could I possibly gain for your death? And besides, Magneto would be devastated if you died. I think he likes you, you know.
[He tilts his head and smiles, all teeth and curled lips and a very, very sick enjoyment.] I'm attempting to teach your little fuckbuddy some manners. He had them, once - or I'd been trying to teach them, anyway. You're a professor, you know how difficult some students can be. [He'll let Charles take from that what implications he will.] He needs to be punished. He cares about you. Not that many dots to connect, doc.
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he breathes slowly. calms his mind, has to calm himself down before he says things that can be twisted against him. ]
Considering you've shot me with a needle full of something, I can only wonder. [ he answers dryly, sarcastically. he doesn't rise to the bait with Erik, knowing full well the other man is going to use every single little thing he can against him. but Shaw continues. and Erik being referred to as his fuckbuddy, Shaw's student, everything is terribly wrong the way that Shaw maps it out. ]
I don't know why you'd use me to try to manipulate him. It won't work anymore. He's not a child anymore; I sincerely doubt you'll get what you want from him. [ he has faith in Erik. entirely completely has faith in him. Erik wouldn't try to join this man in any way, if anything, Erik's bound to try to kill him again. ] If anything, you should be thanking me. I saved your life from him trying to kill you.
[ he closes his eyes. ] Big mistake, that was.
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Yeah, how's that going for you? The whole not giving him ammunition bit? Funny how many things look like bullets when you yourself are a weapon.]
Not a needle full of something. Only the very best in cutting edge medicine for our esteemed guest. How are you feeling, by the way? Your Beast told us headaches and a mild fever at first would be normal. You should really drink the water the guards brought you. Dehydration's bound to make it worse. [What's the matter, Charles? Don't like that Shaw knows about your little arrangement with Lehnsherr? Or that Shaw was Erik's teacher long before you ever were?]
You know, you say that... [He sighs and leans back, hands slipping into his pockets as he tsks.] Magneto's already giving me what I want. It might as well be a done deal. Not [and a hand comes up, a placating smile] that I'm counting my chickens before they hatch. I learned that lesson long ago. But it's so nice to see that we can pick up right where we left off. It's like the decades just fade away.
[The hand falls and he tilts his head as he observes Charles. Under the carefree arrogance is a burning curiosity and possessiveness that leaves no room for argument.] You're right, where are my manners? Thank you, Charles Xavier. Thank you for bringing Magneto home, right where he belongs. Thank you for helping me create what I've been able to create. Because to be honest, none of this would have been possible without you so bravo, sir. Bravo.
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at least thus far. ]
You think you may have neutered me, by taking my power away from me. Or perhaps -- [ he smiles after a moment. ] You're afraid of me, Mr. Shaw. You're afraid of what I might do, you're afraid of what might happen. That's why you're doing this. You know fully well I could stop you, just as soon as my powers return to me. [ he wrinkles his nose at the water, turns away. ]
His name is Erik. And he's not picking up where you left off, obviously. The man abhors you. He wants to kill you. And he will. Next time, I won't stop him.
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Oh absolutely not. I would never dream of judging your worth solely by your ability to access your mutation. [He smiles easily in return, an indulgence of Charles' line of thought.] Afraid of you? No, dear professor, I'm afraid that I am not afraid of you. I can get Emma to attest to that, if you like. A peek into my mind with her help, perhaps? I know you must be itching to know what I get up to when you and Erik aren't in the same room.
No, I respect you. As one should all our people, especially those of us blessed with the most power. And with that respect comes precaution. Fear is for prey, Xavier, and we are the apex predator.
[He watches as Charles turns away, glancing toward the untouched food.] Hunger strikes rarely work in this sort of situation, I think you should know. They seem noble at first but - have you ever really been hungry? Really and truly like Magneto has?
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Go right ahead, Mr. Shaw. I'd love to see what's going on in that head of yours. [ a beat. ] If you're not afraid of me, then I would like my powers back. Respect, fear, it's hard to really tell the difference if you're utilising one or the other to try to keep me from my full potential. I think you are intimidated by what it is that I can do.
[ a beat, and he looks at the food. he hasn't been hungry, not since his powers were stolen and his connection with Erik severed. he's been heartbroken at the idea of Erik being in pain, in trouble, at Shaw's disposal without Charles there to comfort him through. he's secretly terrified - though he has an unending amount of faith in Erik, he doesn't trust Shaw, nor the other telepath just one bit. ]
I'm not hungry at the moment. A few hours without eating does not warrant calling it a "hunger strike". Was there something you hoped to gain from visiting with me, or will you be on your merry way?
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And the same compliment in return, professor. I am appreciative of what you can do, but I can see you're intent on splitting semantic hairs. Let me assure you though that whatever my reasoning, the serum is not intended to be permanent. However, considering that you are the one and only test subject for its effects, said effects may be... [a dismissive gesture] a tad unpredictable.
[He offers another viper's smile and circles around the cell.] I thought you might like to know how Magneto's doing. Or Beast, Banshee, perhaps Mystique? She is your sister, yes? She was quite concerned about you this morning.
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but then, it's better him than Erik. he'd rather himself be tempted than Erik take action and prove this man right. ]
So then you'll be allowing my power back. [ that's…good news, he thinks, he hopes that's good news, that for some reason he's attempting to see what Charles does without his power. Or, perhaps he's trying to sever his ties with his cohorts and friends, and he's not so certain what exactly the purpose of that would be. again, his thought lies with Shaw ultimately being intimidated by him, and what he's able to do.
he returns Shaw's sinister stare with a glower of his own, and the man does know just how to get under his skin. ] I'm sure she was. So tell me then, how are they?
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Yes. You'll have your power back. [He pulls out a pack of cigarettes and holds it through the bars, offering one to Charles.] Smoke? You won't believe how much these are going for on the outside.
[He pulls a lighter out from another pocket, not breaking eye contact.] Let's see. Blue, blue, adolescent, capable of blasting through reinforced walls before we heavily sedated him. He'll come around though, don't you worry.
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[ the update on his team members was incredibly sparse as expected - once again, Shaw is entirely unhelpful in every which way. Charles sighs, eyes closing as he settles onto his bed, choosing instead to lie down and ignore the man for the most part.
he's soft, quiet when he asks -- after all, he does want to know more, and being cut away from those important in his life is a feeling entirely unused to him. he doesn't like this feeling, can't wait until he can feel again, his temples flexing as if he could will it back to him. ]
And Erik?
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[Information comes at a price, Charles, and unfortunately it's a seller's market. Shaw lounges as he continues to watch Charles with avid interest. So not just here merely to gloat. Though gloating is a major perk.
When Charles' voice softens, a pleased grin creeps onto Shaw's face.] Magento is well. Thriving, even. Though I can't say he took to your absence very kindly this morning; he got a little too friendly with a letter opener.
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but he doesn't, he isn't able to, and he's close to simply ignoring the other man and pretending he doesn't exist. ]
I can only imagine why. [ is he safe? is he well? - well, thriving according to you, but that could mean so many other terrible things, and he scowls somewhat, trying hard to continue engaging, attempting to find more information. ] He likely thought you killed me.
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[Shaw gives a rolling shrug.] Most of your companions rushed to that decision, I'm afraid. Don't worry, I don't actually intend to kill any of you if you don't force my hand. You'd be proud [or something, whatever, Shaw's not so good at guessing what people like Charles feel] of how loyal they've been to you. Quite an army you've been building.
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Shaw, however, seems like a walking contradiction, and he dislikes his friend being used to create something against his will. He dislikes thinking that Hank might be isolated away from them, told to make this serum with no understanding of what it's final use might be. ] Your science, in your eyes, makes mutants into human beings. You're debilitating the race you seem to hold supreme.
[ it's painful not to feel any of them. his hands clench shut. ]
They aren't an army. They're my students and my cohorts; they're my friends. I wouldn't put them in danger if I can help it. [ that's the closest you'll get to having Xavier admit he's willing to compromise, Shaw. ]
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[He sighs and shakes his head.] No no, you are not a human, my friend, and you never will be. None of us are. This serum could be permanent for all I know and it still wouldn't make you- [He feigns a look of surprise and covers his mouth in shock.] Oh dear, did I say that out loud?
[His voice softens as he leans in, sympathetic, understanding.] I know you wouldn't Charles. You love these people. They're your family and I can respect that devotion.
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but what can a man do whenever he's powerless and stuffed into a cell? ] A mutant without powers doesn't simply become human, no. [ he's quiet as he speaks, growing quieter the angrier he gets, practically murmuring -- Shaw would have to come closer, enter the cell if he really truly spoke. ] But you've crippled me, and you seem to have no moral qualms about doing so. [ his mind is swimming with fear about the permanence of their situation, and he's nearly wanting to shake his head in disbelief.
he can't go his entire life without it. not when he's lived his entire life thus far with it, relying on his connection with so many people to be his world; his way of living. ] You have no concept of love, my friend.
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Too bad he doesn't want to come into the cell, Charles. Not today at least. One day, yes. Very much yes.] You're applying morality where it doesn't fit. There is no morality besides survival of the fittest. You should be wanting to shake my hand and kiss my boots. I'm securing our future.
[Another smirk, lazily sucking at the end of his cigarette.] Love is chemicals. Oxytocin, dopamine, the frantic urge to reproduce and find others to fend off predators you can't manage on your own. That's all it ever was.
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Our future. [ he laughs, bitterly. ] A future in which you're not sure I'll even get my power back. A future in which you're keeping mutants as prisoners. Do you honestly think I'd ever shake your hand for the deplorable things you've done and continue to do?
[ something they can at least relate to - scientific analysis of what the actual love means. Charles closes his eyes. ] And I'm sure a man like you would be above such basic neurochemistry. Oxytocin, seratonin, dopamine, yes, but what great things you can do with compassion. How it feels to be able to give someone what they need rather than force your desires on someone else. You've no idea what that feels like.
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Yes, Charles. Our future. There will have to be sacrifices as there are always sacrifices on the road to destiny. [He keeps a straight face for all of two seconds and then grins.] I'm just messing with you. I'm doing this because you were in my way and now you're not and you're a means to an end for controlling Magneto. Surprise, I guess.
[chuckle] I'm the master of my own body. Neurotransmitters are just that: chemicals, coupled with synapses firing in the brain. Your compassion is sweet. Really, it is. But it's exactly what landed you here, with me, in this cell, alone and powerless.
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Surprise surprise. [ he's dry, sarcastic, angry ] I doubt you'll be able to use me to control Erik, however. You'll be surprised how self-motivated the man can be. [ he doesn't want to give Shaw the idea of using him to control him. even if Erik is more caring than Shaw is, even though Erik does care about him -- without a shadow of a doubt -- Charles doesn't want Shaw to think he'd be able to use him to manipulate Erik. ]
Perhaps you're right. [ it's a harsh reality, but it's true. nonetheless, he finds himself almost piteous towards Shaw. ] Was there something else you needed from me? I'd rather be alone. [ at least than to face Shaw. ]
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Speaking of eyes, Shaw's light up at the anger in Charles' voice.] I'm sorry Charlie, did I touch a nerve there? Don't you worry about a thing. I'm more than capable of taking care of Magneto's wellbeing again. [Charles doesn't have to worry about that because Shaw's had that idea for quite awhile, thank you very much. Shaw has so very many ideas of how to manipulate Lehnsherr and to what ends - and of course, starting with his lover makes complete and total sense.]
Well, I certainly don't want to overstay my welcome. I imagine you'll want to get settled into this new headspace of yours. I hear it's quite disorienting until your body gets used to being powerless again. Give it a week, perhaps too, and I'm sure you'll be up to your old talkative self again.
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at him lighting up, he laughs, wryly. ] Oh, no, my friend. There aren't any nerves touched. Erik is fully capable of being his own man, his own person. He won't allow you to manipulate him any longer. [ he hopes, god he hopes. he hates the very idea of Erik bending to this man's will. ] He does not need you to "take care" of his well-being.
[ he breathes out a sigh of relief. ] I'm fine. I doubt that I'll be very ready to speak to you, but I'm perfectly fine. Thank you for your hospitality, or rather lack thereof.
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[He sighs and leans in, a mimic of sympathy on his face.] Some friendly advice, professor? Magneto's going to break your heart. He'll do it again and again if you keep thinking of him like you do.
[He straightens his posture and stretches a little.] Don't worry. I'll be back before you know it. You might even start to miss me.
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As far as Erik breaking his heart, for some reason, that's enough. That's enough to have him get up from his bed, to have him go to the bars, to have him grip those tightly. ] You know nothing of Erik. Nor do you know anything of our relationship. Do stop trying to act like you have any idea.
[ just leave. just LEAVE. just leave. Even without the telepathy, Charles thinks it as hard as he possibly can. ]
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[Shaw eyes the door of the cell and turns back to look at Charles.] Would punching me make you feel any better, do you think?
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[ he breathes out in heavy breathes, trying to compose himself, but there's anger there that he so rarely lets free. he's been angry on Erik's behalf ever since the first night he dragged him out of the water. ]
Yes. Though I'd like to do far more than just punch you.
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[He pulls keys from his pocket and, without further comment, opens the door. His arms are wide and he raises an eyebrow at Charles.] Well?
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one hit, and then another, and then another. he doesn't even think to leave the area, doesn't even think about making a run for it, just longs to make this man feel even an ounce of the pain that he's put Erik through. he's not a fighter, but he feels like he might've broken the man's nose and given him a lovely bruised black eye, his knuckles bloodied with the last hit that he manages to get in before he's backing away. ]
You deserve more than that.
[ so much for Charles the peacemaker. ]
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Even as he's being wailed on, even as he knows that his nose just broke and he'll need to do something about that blood dripping everywhere - he just got Charles Xavier to willingly attack a man who refused to hit back. Furthermore, he got Charles to come out of his cage to hit him and then purposefully return to the cage. Not bad for twelve hours into the first serum dose.]
What's stopping you giving it to me?
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He couldn't get out if he tried, he doesn't think. The cell is protection, Shaw can't get a good hit on him any more than Charles can get a nice punch landed through the concrete beams that line his cell. He breathes hard, trying to suck in a breath, only to tend to his bloodied knuckles, cradling them in his hand. ]
I don't trust you. [ Straight to the point. ] And I'm not going to hurt you any more than I already have. That isn't what I want.
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We all do exactly what we want every moment of the day, Charlie. Stop pretending you're so much more evolved than the rest of us. Because I guarantee you, you are not.
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At the very least, I know I'm better than you. Mutant or not, you're certainly the lowest man I've ever had the displeasure of meeting. Leave me alone.
[ He closes his eyes, refusing to allow Shaw to continue getting a rise out of him - he recites genomes and genetic aberrations to himself, as if reading his thesis aloud - he's read it so many times to study, he nearly knows it by heart now. He'd rather be alone with nothing in his head to distract him, nothing but genetics and remembering how Erik's arms felt wrapped around him. ]
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Of course. I hope you sleep well, Charles. I'll be watching.
[He turns and leaves, a heavy door shutting behind him. Charles is all alone.]